Mistakes

Even in this world I thought I could show
you, I wish you could know
what goes on in the dark side of the moon.
You will find out soon
enough. Don't you worry your
pretty little face anymore.
I know in my life I have made
mistakes, that won't soon fade.
Yet we both know that no
matter what things I do will not allow me to grow
as person. Even if I cured cancer and
took the world too a far off land,
and saved the world from hunger,
it will no longer,
nor has it ever been enough
to redeem me for my sins, no matter how tuff
I may be,
only you can see
that no matter what, even in my
greatest moment, ones that defies
the texts books, and rule books,
no one will even give me a second look.
For the soul fact that my heart aches
to be forgiven for my greatest mistake.

Keys

It is funny how mysterious keys are,
They make you wonder of some place far
away. You begin to wonder what
secrets, they hold or the one's that
they will protect. Its funny how a simple little
Object can seem to fiddle
Away at your brain,
And your mind goes on the fast lane,
Trying to imagine what secrets they might
Hold, I wonder what fright
They may have in the inner workings.
If they have any deep dark secrets lurking
In their core.
Or will they be a bore,
Oh the secrets they may hold,
May i be so bold
As to ask what secrets they hold,
And ask what is untold?

Monster

When I tell you my past,
some day, at last.
You will see the animal I am
You will see the evil that can
pulse through my blood and
veins. Maybe it will show you that far off land
where the person I really am comes out
and wanders about.
One day you will say,
"You act as if you are a monster" As you lay
down and ponder what I have just spoken,
it is as if a hurricane as woken.
You will see the me for me
and who I am, not who I am supposed to be.
My mind is eternal night,
not a spark nor a light in sight.
It's a eternal dark alley filled
with thoughts that have just suddenly spilled
on to my lips,
and so wonder this.
Am I the man you see
or am I just somebody that could be.