Hope

Hope is just a small world, but it’s something that decides our future. It gives us powers that let us get through life.
To have strength, you need courage, to have courage, you need to have bravery, to have bravery you need to have ambition, to have ambition, you need to have faith, to have faith you need to have hope.
Hope is the one thing you need the most, Hope is your heart and soul. Without hope there will be no purpose to go on.
What is hope, but something that guides us through our life giving us the strength, courage, bravery, ambition, and the faith to go through life in order to tackle its greatest obstacles
Hope is the only true thing we have in the world, without it, we might not be here.

Life Is A Roller Coaster

Life is like a rollercoaster. It has its high it hast its lows. It has its peaks it has its falls. It has its twist it has its turns. It has loops and the moment that the rollercoaster stops so you can catch your breath. It also has a picture so you can always remember your ride. Your ride can be 3 minutes long or 15 minutes long but how ever long it was you enjoyed every breath taking turn or every memorable drop. Enjoy the ride because this coster only goes around once. I don't know about you but I plan to ride my coaster till the time I buckle my seatbelt till the time I unclip it. All that I know is my rollercoaster is gonna' be worth it…. Is yours?

I am

I don't want to be the good guy anymore.
I don't want to be the guy picking up your tears, picking up your broken dreams.
I don't want to be the friend who says "I love you" and not the boyfriend.
I don't want to be your shoulder to cry on,
I want to be the shoulder to lean on.
I want to be the guy holding your hand, brushing your hair, making you smile, making it worth all the while.
I want to be the guy you want.
Its funny what I want to be, is nothing what you want.
Day after day, I put aside my wants, to just see that smile.
What kills me on the inside is knowing how I feel and knowing that you don't.
But its okay, I am what ever you need.
I am the friend, who never leaves.
I am me.

Free

All I know is that I am on top.
There is noone in the world who can pay me to stop.
I have worked to hard to get this far.
I wont lose it all.
Try and break me down to me knees, but I keep fighting,
You've made but you wont break me.
I fall just to get back up,
never to stay on my knees and be beaten and shackled.
You will not hold me, I am free,free is me.
I am me.

The Thing is

The thing is I can look you in the eyes
and tell you everything is okay.
The thing is I can look you in the eyes
and tell you nothing is wrong.
The thing is I can look you in the eyes
and tell you were going to make it.
The thing is I can look you in the eyes
and tell you its alright.
The thing is I tell you all this
just to know you will be okay.
I keep all this pain inside,
just so you don't know I lie.
I keep this inside because of my pride.
I have been kicked and beaten while I am down.
The thing is I get back up.
I do it, and I don't care what happens to me.
As long as your safe and free.
This is how its meant to be.
You and me.

Dear God

I will not bow down to the ruler.
This could not be crueler.
I will not be suppressed by the leaders as if I didn't have a say,
when I am done someone will pay.
You will hear my voice.
I have a choice.
I will make you my thoughts and will not let the laws my heroes fell and died for,
go to waste and sit on a paper thrown in the corner on the floor.
See the thing is I am not a person who will sit back and relax when everything is okay.
When the thing is nothing is okay and now it is time to pray
Dear God, don't let the good go undone. There are people on this Earth who will sit and let the wrong get by and not let justice be served. God, help the fallen and the broken. Fix this mangled world.

Her

You wait, wait and wait
Trying to hurry up before its to late.
Your hoping, your begging, for this to be fate.
She draws you in with all of her bait.
But right when you get there she abruptly closes the gate.
Right then and there she says maybe we should no longer date,
Then she looks up at you and wonders why your eyes begin to swell with hate,
and why your heart beats at a extreme rate.
Now she is saying goodbye,
your sitting there and wondering why,
meanwhile you just wanna' lie down and cry.
But that's something you can do.
So you shrug your shoulders and push on through.
Your walking and wondering what lies ahead.
Next thing you know your crawling into bed.
Next thing you know you wake up trying to forget the past.
Man it goes by fast.
Maybe this could be the end at last?
You want the woman who will pick up your body.
All broken and bloody.
The one who can hold it together, when you cant hold the pain forever.
The one who makes you smile,
the one who makes it all the while,
the one you know to be true,
the one who will say I love you too.

Mist

She looks at you all bloody and mangled,
She sees right through to your heart all broken and tangled.
She is the one besides you when everything goes bad.
Shes not just a fad.
She may or may not exist,
but I am sure as all hell I am waiting in this mist.
Waiting for the day she comes and saves me from myself.

Keep Your Head Down Kid

You put your head down, as if your bowing with respect.
You put your hood up, what do you expect?
You walk through the rain,
trying to pass all the pain.
But deep down inside of you, you just want someone to accept.
Accept that you are you and that is how it will be.
You hit the point on the road,
when you have to duck and cover.
To avoid the bullets flying over.
Bam!
In a instant your hit,
laying on the ground, blood, beaten and destroyed.
Whats left now?
Why get up?
Two questions you don't know the answer too.
But believe it or not you keep going like a fool.
To get hit and beaten again.
Sooner or later this wont matter much,
the people will look in such shock, on how your still up.
But the thing is you know in your head.
There is one thing that keeps you going.
You know in your head that,
they cannot break the broken.

Childhood

Every year that I grow older,
I sit down and wonder...
What it would be like to be five once again.
In a time when everyone you meet was your friend.
When being the cool kid, was having a cool snack.
When being friends meant making a pact.
Named " Girls are bad".
Who knew that one day that would just be a fad.
And how in a few years, we would be trying new things,
Having a couple flings.
Now as I am sitting here I realize all I want to be is younger.
Now I realize everyone calls me immature,
because I don't read the literature,
that will "make me a man".
But when in fact, in life you have to realize,
I am not immature but more living my childhood.
We all have a kid in us,
Don't hate me because I let mine show.
You tell me to grow up,
Why should I listen to you?
The thing is I am happy the way I am,
Life is a party and I am livin' it up.

Rise and Rise Again

I have never been kicked to my knees,
so many times before.
I lay on the floor,
crumbled and beaten.
Cut and bruised.
Deteriorating and destroyed.
Some reason that I have yet to figure out.
I stand up, with all my cuts and bruises.
I keep walking and moving forward.
Taking more bruises and cuts then anyone can take.
Can, could ?
Who should decided what I can and cannot do.
Tell me what I can't so I can show you I can.
Tell me I won't be able to and watch me succeed.
I may not get on my first try, or for a while.
But trust me I will be back.
Rising one after and other,
because one thing in my mind,
goes on replay every time I fall.
Rise, Rise again, until the sun turns cold.

Judgement

Tell me what I am,
so I can tell you what I am not.
I will not be defined by your terms,
or your judgement.
I will do what I want.
Follow my dreams not yours.
I will make my dreams into a reality.
One day I will never wake up from my dreams.
Because one day my reality will be my dreams.
One day I will make a new set of standards.
One day I will surpass the reality of your mindset.
And one day I will enter the reality of my dreams.
For on those days my dreams will be my reality.

Sunset

As the sun begins to fade,
I look at it in dismay.
It cuts me like a blade,
because I would have it no other way.
Sitting here till sunset,
with you my dear.
I will not let,
anything happen to you have no fear.
Your the one I want,
and I won't, I can't
let anything happen to you,
for what we have is true.
Oh baby, I love you.

Shooting Star

Even as I search my mind,
I cannot seem to find
the words that will tell you
how my heart is in two,
when i am not with you.
The words to tell
you that I am not well,
when you have to go.
How my heart screams no
but I know you must.
I don't know if this is lust,
or something else.
I just know I am not my self,
when your hand is not in mine.
I seem to lose track of time.
Now all i need is just a tight hug,
to cure my love bug.
I want you to know, do not go far,
because you are my shooting star.

Sleep

As you begin to sleep
I do not hear a peep.
Yet I sit in the dark,
just know that your my spark.
Is enough to keep me sitting here,
just waiting and I know I only fear,
that one be by my side.
This all happens when two people collide.
This is like some sort of dream,
this seems like the only chance I will get to redeem
myself for my previous sins.
It seems like this is where our love will begin.

Dreaming

As I was lying down in bed,
I just sit and think of the road that lays ahead.
I do not know what will happen in the future,
whether it is the alter,
or future heart ache.
Oh please for Gods sake,
Please just let her stay awhile,
because when I am with her all I do is sit and smile.
As I began to fall asleep,
I know somewhere deep
down inside of my heart.
I will fight to keep anything from tearing us apart.
I will fight a endless battle,
even if it will eventually cripple
and devour my soul.
You play such a big role
in my heart,
so I leave the doorway to it open, just don't tear it apart.
This is all for one day for you
too say "Baby I love you too".

Death

If I were to die tomorrow,
I'd hope that people would not say
that he was the guy with all the dreams, and aspirations,
but lacked the motivation.
I would hope they would not say he was notgood or bad,
or that he was just there.
For if this is what they'd say I know I would not be able to take it.
I want people to say he was so broken he was fixed.
I want people to say he was the eye of the hurricane,
the only safe spot in a place of complete hell.
I want people to say he was the one running into the fight, not away,
I want people to say he did not just wait for the wave but paddled after it.
But if anyone ever spoke about my death I would not know
because I am dead.

One Day

So here it goes,
you always hear stories about heroes and foes.
That the hero gets the glory,
but what I realized when i was writing my tale,
it never goes that well.
It appears to me I am the one never to flee,
I always have to be
the one who can take the pain,
and never gets to gain
anything in the end.
When I am just looking for someone to lend
me a hand in this life
not take out a knife
and try and be a hero.
See the truth is i'm no superman,
Shoot i am not even in a clan.
But regardless I am always there,
willing to bear
it all,
even when I know I will fall.
I will walk forever,
just so you will never
feel hurt,
or be buried in dirt.
See I can;t fly
but I can die.
But i will not fail.
One day you will tell a tale
starting with there once was a man
who didn't have a plan
but he ended up saving Earth
and is now buried in the turf,
not in a tomb
where flowers can bloom.
Because he was just a normal man,
without a plan.

Life of Wrong

So in this life of wrong,
I am just looking for a place I belong.
I seem to walk the path not taken,
but don't be mistaken
I won't back down or retreat
I am not just another piece of meat
on the chopping block of life.
So take out the knife
and try and cut me.
I won't make no attempt to flee.
I am the only one willing to sit and wait,
till my opponent screams "CHECK MATE".
I may be down but I am not out.
Life is not only about
survival but living.
Taking that chance and believing
that you might be the one to make it
but you have to be the one willing to take it
to the the next generation
the best God creation.
The savior
or the destroyer.
I will be the best at what I do
they don't even have a clue.

The Beast Within

When it comes to that I cannot feel anymore,
When my heart feels like it’s been through complete and utter war.
I know that its time to pick up a pen,
And begin to write what happen way back when.
When I begin to pour my heart onto the page,
I realize that it is like a soldier being released from a cage.
My heart sheds its shackles,
And rips them right off its ankles.
It runs into so many battles,
That I cannot even believe how my heart does not rattle,
With the pain it feels,
Like it’s running on wheels,
And I know sooner or later it will begin to tear,
Once again, and I know that it will be more then I can bear.
I know I must contain the beast,
Even though it will begin to feast,
On my emotions, like an animal.
It will become so wild; it will turn into a cannibal.
This is why the page is filled with ink.
I know I cannot even think,
That these feelings can stay,
Inside while I run away

Wishing

I know when it comes down to you,
your his number two.
But when all is said and done,
you know your my number one.
When he begins to fail,
think about those happy tales.
I know I do.
If wishes do come true,
how come I don't have you?

Demons

You yell at me for keeping everything in,
like some sorta steel bin.
When the truth is I learned how to handle what's inside,
without having to confide.
The way to meet my demons as they escape,
ready to meet my fate.
The way to battle a impossible
foe with a remarkable strength,
from deep within.
Little by little I begin,
to fill the void that is called my heart,
and tear it apart.
I do this until I cannot feel,
a thing like a heart made of steel.
This is what I do not only to stay alive,
but do the unimaginable, strive.

Lois and Clark

One day you will look into my eye
and see no spark.
The sensation has finally bidded goodbye.
You will see I am no longer your Clark,
and you realize your not my Lois anymore.
And you know it in your heart,
that this is not something I will no longer fight for,
it's tearing you apart.
It will spend a lightning bolt,
straight to your soul.
Saying and I quote,
"My heart has taken it's toll,
goodbye my sweetheart.
I am afraid it is time to part.
I gave it my all,
no matter how bad my heart would fall.
You know how much I loved you.
You tore my heart into two,
I have forgotten you,
and all I use to do.

Where Have You Gone

You do realize that you were my everything,
you were the farthest from a fling.
Me and you were Bonnie and Clide.
People would search far and wide,
and they would never find something like us.
Something that is not just lust.
They would look in my eyes,
and see I was nothing but mesmerized.
But even with everything I did for you,
you still went ahead and tore my heart in two.
Tell me miss, "What did I do,
to deserve this from you?
Was I bad, was I mean,
was I everything in between?"
I guess you did not know,
how far I would go.
But, now I sit in a corner,
and sit and wonder,
"Why am I here, and where are you?"

Superman

Sometimes I wonder if I am Superman,
the way I can keep going even without a plan.
How can I keep from crumbling,
let alone walk without tumbling.
You ask so much of me,
to be the best I can be.
Tell me, can I patch up this battered old cape,
with only tape.
Have you ever wondered why I never yelped,
for help?
Maybe it is because I have lost my voice,
without a choice.
Even Superman has needs.
Even Superman can bleed

Opposites

I tell you everything is good
when deep down it is bad.
You feel whats right,
I get to feel whats left.
You keep your moral up,
while I push my feelings down.
My words are like the summers heat,
but they are so brutal, you say they are like winters cold.
I use soft words to describe,
the feelings that are hard.
That are inside at this very moment,
begging to be let out in the next instance.
You want to keep peace,
while I want to rage war.
When you and I add together,
its like all these bitter feelings subtract
from my apparently un-beating heart
and I have never felt so alive

It Is Not Much But It Is All I Have

If I could find the words to tell you,
You make me feel like the man I want to turn into.
When I am anywhere near this girl,
I realize what a pearl,
she is, and how lucky I am.
It is kind of like she swam,
straight to my core.
And to the one thing I swore,
I would never give away.
Something I will never get back,
something I now lack.
Do you know what? She can have it.
I have to admit,
I would like it no other way.
That is all I have to say,
she is my angel.
So here it is, my heart on a table.
Do with it what you must,
what ever you feel is just.

Sear My Pain

I turn on this burning hot shower,
let it unleash all it's brute power.
I experience the pain,
Let it sear, straight through my veins.
Let the words flow right through me.
The water is like a key,
unleashing the fury from within.
It is like some sort of whirlwind.
The words come out,
in no specific route.
Like a missile heading straight to the heart,
ready to aid in the act of tearing it apart.
The animal from within,
is like some sort of mortal sin.
I am trying to comprehend,
why all my feelings seem to blend,
into sucha' terrible mess.
I tend to second guess,
why the feelings I have are waiting to roar,
like a soldier in war.